Going to keep this short

Haha, finally the week to walk out braces me. I was still worrying about confinement as a F.I (I dun knoe his name) threatened to hold us back.

Anyway, last week, while meeting Adam and Pratheepan who are botak (Heehee), we make major business plan changes due to our N.S schedule and also some problems not major but big enough ti make major changes. Hai~~ Doing buisness especially SciFi needs more than just luck, so got to upgrade myself all the time. :) ....

Anyway, this week of N.S have not being exceptionally good to me. Luckily I am a Man, and an optimistic one, so still won't feel bad. This is good as this will mean that my EQ and AQ will be high. That also means I will not commit sucide to a very high extent. Kudos again !!!

Our marching is stiill lousy for my squad. I am the right man, front man when marching, so very stress. Many eyes on me, including my squad friends. Haha. But believe I can overcome it. And also, P.T. To my horror, I realise I cannot use my 100% let alone 1000%. F.I Deli is right, I am quite weak. Whatever happen to my ODAC glory moment. Anyway, I must mentally prepare for this. I must improve so as to fulfill the vision I have made.

Realise millitary use a lot of "smelly", "ugly" and vulgar language. At times, when I want to use them, luckily, I manage always to restrain myself. Sometimes, just blurt out but hey I quickly collect myself. From next week, we are going to start the daily squad I.C things. That means I must ensure the perfect linguistic ability of my Malay commands. haha. Sometimes, without pain, without gain. Sometimes, have to taste the bitterness ....

My denfensive technique and my shooting can be improved. Haha. Realise that I am still quite far from the envisioned Man thing. Heehee ...

Anyway, will make sure that I am always happy and healthy, and also wish all my friends the same happiness and salubrious body. Have contact some form of phlegm illness. Must drink plenty of water.

Everyday, sing love songs in the barracks with many of my friends. Hai~~. People say that N.S man are desperados. I must become like this. Must know that love and romance are not the only things in life. They are significant and important but not imperative at the moment. (Dun know whether I will say this when I am 40. Hah)

As usual, Arigo Para Slempre !!!