My diarrhoea continues, from yesterday night until now. An average of 1 hour and 99% liquified waste. Hai~~ Quite worrying because 2molow is my 1st day to N.S. But, have to take things in stride.
Today, going to that temple house to get the flowers. Get some charms. To many of the people, they may think what I do is stupid, but if you feel good, no harm, have faith, feel lucky and confident, why not. Moreover the flower bath is also very soothing. Good for my mental physiology when my physical is not 100% now.
Anyway, I feel rather nostalgic. Going to N.S. For the 3rd time in my life, have to admit that this is going to be one of the turning point of my life. Going to do something different, expectations of me will also be different. And I am adult ...
Haha... Anyway, for that swan story, I got a very evil thought loh. That is that Intermediate duckling will continue to grow, into swan within 2 years, and hope that that swan will not find another male swan. Then, after 2 years, that new graceful swan(hopefully) from the intermediate duckling will try to contact with this swan, and works things out. But anyway, still hope for the best for that swan, and happiness is its, grab it !!!
My dream, I must fulfill it. I have disappointed many, piss off many, lame many. What I aim to be is to bring joy and wonder to many, return my obligation to my society and family. Haha, big dreams...
Anyway, today after eat already. Spent my entire afternoon, preparing all my N.S stuffs. It is like going to camp, except for this time it is not purely for fun but also a serious job to do. Packing things, using goose-scenario technique, where every single things possible.
But a consolation is I will be meeting Yong Cheun in my team. He confirm same team with me. Haha. Though he will really want to be a pilot. But anyway, 2molow we will be in police BMT, so for the 3 months, I confirm meet him loh. And also, I will be choosing land over sea in police. Even though from an information source, sea has free motor boat license, free lunch and also higher salary (Going by more than $100 per month), but I think going on land will suits me fine. Driving license may be limited also for the land people, but hey, you gain some and you lose some.
This will be my last entry perhaps until Hari Raya (which I think got a high chance of getting guard duty, as I am not Malay), so Chinese New Year. Imbued with a sense of nostalgic, it will be time for me to gorw up, from boy to Man, for an 18 year old teenager to 28 year old adult and from caterpillar to butterfly.
Hai~~. I have many regrets, and I am poignant. But hey, past is past, and I have to look forwards to the future. May Ameigo Paras Sempre (Pratheepan say this is correct, but anyway, I use my own idiosyncrasies which is the correct pronunciation), Be with all of my friends. Haha.
Arigo Para Slempre, Friends for life just a summer or a spring, Arigo Para Slempre !!!
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