Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Life really goes on ...

Well, finally log into blog to write my thoughts. First, the updates of my life.

I have gone to NUS to listen to the talks and interact with the professors. Indeed there seems to be many programmes, special one like USP, and so on, for other degree except Life Science. I wanted to go life science badly. Frankly, I would want to go microbiologist, but NUS does not offer a major in this. This is why, I may have to take life science for the microbiologist. Strangely, NUS has a department of Microbiology, even an electron microscope, and 2 renounced professors of Microbiologist, but She does not offer microbiology. Hai~~. Nothing in life is that smooth. Just keep swimming.

Meanwhile at the NS, I continue to lead my life as a busy law enforcer. But, still, I have many operations outside the duty hours which I cannot revealed. NPCO is indeed the Jack of all trades, all departments we have scratched them. For me, I aspire to learn driving as fast as possible, so that I could be independent-mobile.

Now my inner thoughts, well, for the SCIFI thing, we are getting shaky. I do not know why. We should have faith, have a solid belief in what we do, only then can we do big. Hai~~

It seems that I have a lot to worry, and I do look stress. But I am not breaking down, as stress is a form of booster, but if transformed to panic, then that is a different thing.

Well, I still have another 1.5 years to go. Hopefully all is smooth and all in order. In life we gain we lose. For supposedly a mature an enlightened person, he should not be groaning, whincing and complaining all the time. I think I am guilty of this. Instead I should find ways to solve things and ameliorate affairs.

I will stop now. Tomorrow got another full ops. May all be with me. ...

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