Alas, I have taken a long break, a block leave from my "work". Staying at home may seem extremely painful, if not for the fact that I watched the whole series of Samurai X anime and A date with the Vampire III. ALso, a game of Go chess, to follow me. Following the book, treating it as my mentor and guider, I have learnt much but still, not many. I am still not as inept in Go chess as much as Chinese or International chess. As a person who brag that I am willing to play any chess, I must have the basic aptitude in all chesses. Having the right attitude is the first step to success, but follow this, aptitude comes in.
Aptitude might be broken down to categories of IQ and EQ. And the principle of work hard and smart comes in. Then can the result come zooming in. Luck may play a part, but God only help those people who are going to help themselves.
Playing chess, is also like doing things and that includes solving probelm. I remember people laughing at me, saying why I love solving Mathematics questions that much. Well, it is like solving problem, though in basic and really fundamental Math, it is much more easy and systematic and yet I can still get the feelings of satisfaction. This should also be applied in my everyday's life, to which everything may be a problem, but the quests to be solved.
To win decisively, you have to think out of a box.
Sourcing for the "problem", I have been trying to think of creativity. I also prayed for "this" to be successful. I can, and I believe. A great great "game" will that be. Both "educational" and "fun". And I believe God bestow success to those who "BELIEVE".
I have also read up many articles to which where the boundary of blog should go. There are also many excerpts on defamation cum slandering issues. Students have gotten themselves into trouble by posing some nasty obvious remarks about their teachers. This is small compare to the racists remarks posted into the blog by some "idiots" weeks ago. Yet the boundary of blog should be stated so as to settle all the disputes of OPEN-OPINION vs Slanderous, muderous remarks that will harm the mentality and social life of a person or an entire organisation (Like races and religion).
To me, it is extremely imperative as I myself have posted my NS life, and I am under OSA. I also know the importance of OSA, and I willingly put myself into OSA. Yet, I have this feeling, the feeling of openess. There is a need for me to say it all out, and as my name has shown, DIARYISBLOG. Diary is blog. Anyway, I have set myself some limits.
These limits are however, not easily expressed or inputted in words. In fact, all these are common sense to me. I seem to know the line, the boundary, by inuition. This is why I have not gotten into big trouble from public yet. Of course, an unpleasant experience I have before about this issue which I do not want to repeat.
This may be the one of the shortest blog I am going to input. And hey, as I feel rather tired and the lack of clamour and creativity to input long verses. Nonetheless, I have some feelings and I put it all down.
As a person, I believe in the principle, I rather people betray me than I betray others. I rather people owe me than I owe others. This may sound noble, but to me I feel it is stupid. A stupid thing to human, but yet human will still do things out of boundary under dire and special circumstances. This principle of me, has been seeded into my heart.
Like love, sometimes, people do stupid things. Much as I am a pragmatic person, who always look things at a wider perspective, for the most of the people and instiled with the principle of A pound foolish from a penny wise. But I am very grateful that currently I am still not in a situation to make very difficult decision. Sometimes sacrifices have to be made. But of course the touch of humans must always be present for this is what that make us different from the animals and robots. We are not indifferent, not apathy. Sacrifices, and this means bringing pain to some, for the sake of greater good. This is sometimes not my entity to judge who is right or who is wrong.
History has shown and it may seem pragamtically true that the victor will be right and the losers will be wrong.
But for me, I will look this way. The victor is the one that the time and Gods have chosen to support it, and thereby winning the hearts of people, politically and winning the help of Gods religiously. And the loser might be right, but it is just plain unlucky that he is at the wrong time.
So much for being that "Worldly" ...
Arigo Para Slempre once more. May the power be with all of us ...
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