Saturday, July 23, 2005

Change again ..

It seems that I have been on a roller coaster ride this year. This may seem good or I can look at it in a negative way. Well, 3 months BMT, then 2 weeks SSO, then 3 months of NPCO, now ganna transfer to SOC MPU or simply MRT patrol unit. I am quite embarassed by the term SOC as they are elite forces and very "xiong" or "Garang" or simply tiring and shag. I do not know about the training which is going to start, but I think this will be an entirely new exprience for me and I am going to start all over again. For me, I have been always the pioneer of a programme, from primary school to now. Partially, I will joke because I am from tiger year, and my batch has few babies, this is why the government will want to put our batch the guinea pig. Well, for me, I am just don't know plain unlucky or really the chance to become versatile, for I am very pro temporo and evsnescent. I have just settled down and adapt whule grabbing the ropes of becoming NPCO when I was dragged to other thing. Well, I understand that hey changes are anywhere, and it is unhealthy and dangerous for one to be settled too quickly and comfortably while ot moving. But hey, hell for me, my changes and acclimatization is too fast.

This I am afraid of being the Jack of all trades and master of none. For me, I aspire to be Jack of all trades and Master of some. I have been either "highly sought after" or just being treated like a dirt or a toy, as people want me to transfer here or there. I have actually been picked as a SA too by my CO. But, too bad I am going to this MPU by high orders.

Well, since thing has come to this plight, I have to accept under the Bo bian Act. Or simply forced to accept, and with a positive mind. My 3 months of NPCO life, I have learned tremendously and they are going to be part of me forever. I have become more enlightened in fact after the 3 months. Looking at Singapore and people at a wider perspective. Not being ireverant of high authorities or being recalcitrant, I still feel I have been very unlucky and being played around, this is why I am very sick of being in the force though their objective is good and they did a great job all in all.

Anyway, this MPU is very important, as highlighted in the lights of the consecutive London blasts, and also the case of JI members video and planning to sabatage and bomb Yishun MRT station. As a pioneer, this may be something I can be proud of.

And while, I can understand the plight of all girls when their boyfriend go for NS. The NS talk will be the core of all boys' conversation. The Army guys especially. I myself feel this, as I am a minority, not an army. This is why I cannot be fully immersed into the thought and conversation of the Army guys, when go out on outings. Nonetheless, I am still a guy and I listen and can still compare, though I feel the "static". But for the girls, they may be sick and tired of the NS talk, as it may seem they are transparent. Haha. So warning all guys, restrict NS talk to "our own people" and set a common stage for conversation when having a mass gathering. "In conversation" is very important in making people feel involved, as part of the grouping and settle more comfortable in terms of mood or other aspects.

But nonetheless, Chinese has a saying, Sai won Si Ma, Yan zhi fei Fu, or losing a horse may not means trouble as this means you do not need to go to war for the horse. Anyway, enough of all my whincing, for there are greater things to be achieved.

For instance, I have a very great idea, and this idea comes from the fiction I have seen and read, like Harry Potter, Batman and James Bond. Somehow Albert Elinstein is right, imagination is indeed more important than knowledge. Science fiction, or any other fiction, it keeps my imagination open.

Still updating on knowledge and not losing the present one which I have amassed up to JC level, scary that I may lose all, or simply my brain prefer to shut them off. 2 years, and I want it a smooth-sailing one, and I can go out and do what I am supposed to do. Not fighting system of NS, but still I can make use of my 2 years. May all be with me.

Also, I realise I have a lot of errors, while inputting my blog. I choose to ignore them as to show I am not a perfect person, but a person who strive to be perfect, but going to a stage of near absolute. "In literature terms". People may feel this is stupid of me, but hey I am open to all and this is my blog .... Hahahah....

At least I am having a happy life and I cannot help but feel gratified that I am fortunate and must cherish all I have... Hopeful others will be happy :)

I like to move it move it, I like to move it move it. You like to ..... MOVE IT !!!!

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