Tuesday, May 17, 2005

The thinking of the thoughts ...

A rain has come, because Sky is disconcerted by the stupidity of the humans, whom were treated as a friend but did not appreciate anything. The humans has for many a time, make atrocious comments to Sky just because the humans saw the outside of the sky. For once, as the rain fell, the humans know that they do not know the sky enough. What sky pursue, all other skys of the other planets follow. And just because the sky pursue a better skies, this does not mean that that the sky is obsessed with the other skies. As the rain fell, drop by drop, onto the humans' skin, do they realise a terrible grave mistake. The world is big, of course, and with the endowment of intelligence, the humans are free to spread their opinions and thinkings. But the humans did not realise that sensitive is still sensitive. By speaking freely without consequences, blabbering nonsense, they have unleashed the forbidden words, and cause utter disturbing incidents to the sky and maybe to themselves. The humans have indeed always want to seek a better enlightenment, and maybe, the sky has always tolerated humans' nonsense. Now how can the humans claim that they can be more "enlightened". How can the humans claim that they are not back to their primitive states by stating laughable and stupid things. The rain fell because the sky still treat humans as a friend, as part of the world it owns. But the humans' action merely disintegrated what all was lost. The friendship and misunderstanding that may eventually disappear.

The humans are not comforted by the "rain" and thunderstorms brought by the sky. The humans have really spoken the nonsense and the wrongs. The humans should be blamed as they ask themselves have they ever treat the sky as a friend. The rain shows them. They have to understand. The humans should not have speak the blabber. It is totally wrong and horribly wrong. The humans admit that they direct to their sky, but what the humans meant are also for the other skies, or other potential narcisstic and skies who always love blue skies but not orange or grey sky. The humans then hereby apologise to the sky for their "primitive" action. Hoping that the rain will stop. Even then, the humans should not have blabber, thinking that as the world is an oyster, they can speak freely. In fact, with great powers come great responsibility. The humans should be more careful, cautious, than to speak the nonsense in the world. And also, the humans have wrong the sky and therefore must bow to the sky and to seek for forgiveness or even forgetfulness. Hopefully the sky can forgive the humans or at least forget. As the humans seek for "enlightenment", it is in the hope that their actions are the one that judge them the best. Enlightenment does not mean abusive primitive can be used. The humans still want the friendship, and do not want the friendship forged between the sky and the humanity to be lost. The humans want to let the sky know that, the words spoken is not enitrely directed to the sky. The humans promise the sky and others that love them, that taking note of the pen is mightier than the swords, the humans will be careful not to fall into pits. The humans promise the sky that they will be discerned.

The humans wish all the best for the sky, hoping for the sky to have a fruitful merger with another better sky and always to be nourished by sunshine. It is clear that the humans are awaiting the magnanimity of the sky. Hoping that the rain will stop. Hoping that sunshine will come, and the humans can go and sing with the sky together in some days. Hoping ......

P.S: I am busy, very busy, with so many going on with my life. SciFi, EciloP and a lot in my life. I sincerely must make myself a better person, do not alienate friends and make enemies or whatever. I finally get to escort "someone", who give me trouble by keep on spitting. He is an I.I. Darn it, I scolded him for the first time, if he met my earlier version, or when I was in Sec 3, hell, I will have beaten him up. He want to flee, I can see from his eyes. Grab hold of him tightly and he give me the "eye". All the gangsters should know what this mean, as this is very common for gang-fights, affray and rioting. But I control myself, restrain him and put him back. The last thing I want is to get an undeserved charge for hurting someone by physical injuries. Now still waiting for the NUS reply. Feel a little bit disconsolate and woebegone now. Hai~~....... Seriously, the route to enlightenment and mature have changed too. I am now even further away than I thought ...

Bye blogs, once again, from now on, I will be very discern,very careful, and do not think too much craps, as the route to enlightenment awaits me.

Friday, May 13, 2005

The thinking ...

All the entries I am going to input are going to be short due to my lack of time. I am very busy now, with so many policeman affair. Busy tending to many cases, writing reports, in services, life is like work and work, services and services to me. This is why I am going to plan meaningfully, to do my exercise, train my fitness and at the same time, try to spend some time with my family and friends. Here are some of the principles that I have encrypted and thou shall abide all these throughout my life.

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My PRINCIPLES, AIMS AND CHARACTERS

THE 5 THOUS …

Thou shall be the greatest (witty and courageous) Duelist of all.

Thou shall be RAFT (Resilient, adventurous, flexible thinker) who balance well.

Thou shall value friendships and kinships.

Thou shall be a GCUL (Great, compassionate, understanding leader.

Thou shall have a moral and ethnical principle.

NIRVANA THOU: RESPECT TO ALL THOU SHALL BE

Motto: Thou shall be a better person …

Added: Thou shall be a competent and great person !

The sayings:

When the ship reach the harbour, the ship will go straight.

God only bless those people who help themselves. (God may refer to all the "Gods", luck and probability that favours all)

Do not wait for the change to occur, let the change awaits you.

Consistency is professional.

Constant vigilance !!! Bodes well and protect me.

Assumptions are the mother of all fuck-ups.

A person without a dream is a zombie, a person without a plan will always be lost.

If you do not change, you will die like a dinosaur. If you change too much,you will become a dangerous unstable radicle.

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Above are some of the sayings. All these I have amassed and decided upon from the short 18 years of my life. Of course, I will add and change for the better, as promised.

Some reflections on the Amazing race, the Apprentice and the Eye for a guy 2.

I am simply glad that the "old" couple, the Blacks, won the race. Right from the beginning, I have already got the faith in them.They really deserved every bit of the 1 million dollars. Even when they are reduced t begging, their unity moved me. Plus their motive of getting the money is noble, that is to try to give birth to a child even when that woman is 44 years old, right over the optimum menstrual age. And for their aim, they made many girls ashamed nowadays. Some girls I know always like to look for good-looking guys here or they, or they made stupid promises like maybe they are going to remain single in their life. Though these are their personal decisions and I have no rights to coerce them, these girls simply are too materialistically exuberant, or focus too much on outer looks. Though I do not have a soulmate now, I firmly believe I am going to find one, and that girl is going to be my wife and I am going to spend my entire life with her. I pray hard I can find the true one. I like what Ronald Regaan the former American president said. "Those people who say that there are no heroes in this age are horribly wrong, they just don't know where to find." Likewise, in terms of soulmates, people just don't know where to find nowadays. Maybe I am one of them, but I am going to push myself away from this category.

As for that unscrupulous guy, I know that he can get into the final but definitely cannot win the game. All bad people seem to achieve something in the end, but will never get the ultimate happiness and gift. This is so true to the case, as it exhibits. A warning to all future Lex Luthor, be careful of aiming to do great things but not good things. As for the third team, they are simply disunited and it is a wonder that why they can stay in the finals.

As for the apprentice, doing business is always a screw-up. It is how a good manager knows how to turn screw-ups into a good one that makes a good manager. But to be a good CEO or businessman, you will have to be like Donald Trump, to have foresight, charisma, courage and a little bit of luck. Nonetheless, I still think that Kerry the guy in the final to win the girl in the final round. I am not a male chauvinist and I may be wrong. But I think Kerry has a higher calibre in terms of leadership and knowing what is supposed to be done. That girl lacks this imperative aspect. And it is also a wonder why she can enter the finals. Anyway, good luck to both of them.

For the eye for a guy 2, at first I am absoultely disgusted by the fact that people nowadays treat relationships like a game, romance like a toy and pursuing as a common thing. I may be conservative but I do have some rooms for openess. That girl may have all the things the guys want, but hey I think for me I may be too lousy for her.(Haha, not bringing down myself but actually feel relieved) I may have no rights to comment on all these things. But hey, I just don't like the way, people treat love like dust. I may have sound too harsh or heavy, but I do not care. Those poor handsome chaps in the show, I believe they can find a good soulmate. The show is actually indirectly exploiting and teaching everyone to be jealous and envy in love. All these 2 may be inevitable, but hey the media is glorifying all these acts and feelings that are negative to everyone. It also serves to satisfy all the "Apparenter", that is all the people who only prefer the apparent desire characteristics. People should judge love as a holy thing, not a sting of envy, jealousy and competition. Frankly all these are only me opinions and I am not a Christians. But please do not give acrimonious comments to me though I will welcome all comments. May the thoughts be with me ...

My blog is like diary, and does not mean to offend anyone or anything. These are all just comments, my comment. Onlookers please do not be livid if I have stepped anyone's tail. The recent blog scare has truly scared me.(Read newspaper on the blog issues) Of course the racist statements are too much. But for the A*Stars incident, I do not know. Shhh..... Or they are going to sue me too .... (Too skeptical of me) But if anyone is unhappy, feel free to comment and I shall do my best to appease all, but not compromising my lustre and integrity of my diaryisblog principle.

Bye, blog, again, Arigo Paras Slempre

Saturday, May 07, 2005

My Future ...

Finally, I am going to make a decision in my life and I have made it. NTU Biomolecular and Chemical engineering and NUS faculty of Science has accepted me. After pondering, I have decided to go into Life Science and that is to choose NUS faculty of Science. I have chosen definitely and I will never have regrets. Though I will sincerely want a Biomed and TCM, which is also my passion. That is Knowledge + Using both western and Chinese medicine. But, well, my grades aren't that good, so, I do not have that priviledge.

Never mind. I have decided to go into Microbiologist via Virologist. At the same time, I believe I can manage the SciFi well, hopefully making it the biggest and the greatest. I believe there are 3 aspects of health.

- 1st, it is the emotional and mental health.

- 2nd, it is the physical health.

- 3rd, it is the anti-pathologist.

The 1st is about EQ, AQ and maybe basic IQ. The emotional aspect on how to handle stress. The mental health on how resilent a person's mind can be.

The 2nd is about the physical fitness. How we train ourselves. Doing PHYSICAL TRAINING. Training our stamina, our fitness. This in scientific term can in fact prevent muscle atrophy. Allow our organs to be trained up too.

The 3rd is about dealing with every single harmful organisms to the humans. This is the anti-pathology. Eradicating the devastating prototista, bacteria, virus and even the prions.

All the 3 aspects have the doctors. But without research and understanding, then there can be no efficient doctors.

The 1st 2 is exceptionally important. But without the 3rd, even the world's healthiest people can fall sick and die terribly. Thus, it is essential that we should know about the microbs in the world. How we can prevent them, know more about them, and maybe find ways on how they are so related to us, how they are linked to us as everything in the world is linked in the biosphere of eco-system.

Well, this is a special thought done by me, my life.

And also, for my job now, really learn a lot. But I still got a lot more to learn. Meeting all walks of life, dealing with cases. Well, I am definitely going to become "a professional mature boy" ...

Arigo Paras Selmpre !!! My log, my blog, my diary ...