Long weeks ...

Finally after 2 wks, do I find the time to input my blog. Last weekend, saturday, I go to NUS with a couple of my friends, most from ODAC. It is NUS open house and we will like to source for the courses we want. After that open house, I go to IT fair with JT and KW. Then, I meet up with my family and relatives. The weeks at N.S go on, as I confirm pass all the physical, drill and enhanced obstacle courses. The coming week is going to be a critical one. Having screw up my psychometric test, which is entirely a blunder on my part, for I jumble up the MCQ for logic test, I have decided that the law exam and the scenario - based test is extremely critical to my choices for my police N.S. 1st choice I choose NPCO while 2nd is S.A.

I must keep my cool and do my things well. I have no inspiration to write a long entry now, for I think I will have many things to do. I have decided to tution people in courses now, yes, in N.S life, as university life is not going to be cheap. In addition my adult fare, I can think of the whopping spendings after my ORD. Just discussing with Adam, last week about the professionalism we will like to complement into the courses. We will like to give quality services, and also to make Sci Fi a brand name with great causes, to edify people and to spark the Science in everyone. High hopes, and in which 2molow will be a very critical meeting, as I have suggested and implemented, retraining on our counterpart, in order for the betterment for ourselves, to acclimatize and also to provide quality service. The past failure and a half-past six standard tution is very unprofessional, and sad to say, it is very embarassing.

If we want to make this business, then we will have to mean business. With so many things in hand, and also N.S, I believe I am going to have very less time for slacking. Enjoyment maybe, but definitely not rotting and slacking. Though N.S requires me not to find other jobs, but who cares. As long as I can manage my time, not AWOL (Absence without official leave), and do not abuse my power and break the law, then I believe I have the right to do what I deem.

Anyway, This is for Shao Jia if she happens to look into my blog again, "Thanks for the comments. You are the 1st person who actually pose a comment to me and that is good. Continue the "good work". How are you now? Maybe you can write it in the blog. Yes, I meet a lot of unholy things but that is normal as long as I am safe, everything is fine and I am back home. About that girl, well, I have learnt a lot, though too late, thus I have crafted a quote for me and others maybe. Hahahah .... To be continued ...."

Anyway, I am thinking of drafting a doctrine of mine into the blog or software files. This is to ensure that all these principles of mine will never be forgotten. Half way through, I can change to accustom or even delete outmoded ideas or add in new notions. I have amassed and created principles, motto and so on. And some of it might be lame but definitely useful in how a person with integrity should behave.

After inputting "so much", I should set off to do other things. Arigo Paras Slempre ( This should be correct - Ameigo Paras Slempre!!!, but my idiosyncrasies ) !!! May be the power be with us !!!

A-level result out ... Phew

Finally, the A-level result is released yesterday. This time, many of the people I know get very good results. For me, I am extremely blessed too, for my hard work has not gone to naught. The 1st thing my chem teacher Mr Foo saw me, he smiled. He claimed that I did very well for which I thanked him. Indeed, I get A for Chem and Math, and B for Bio. Not bad, for I know that there is going to be some hiccups for my Bio, since my practical absolutely screwed up. What complete my exhilration, is my GP, I get B3, wow, I have never get this high in my life. Ok, I think I am going to stop yapping over my result, though I did not get AAA and get up stage, nonetheless, I realise I have improved tremendously as I age (eeerrr...). From my primary school to o-level and a-level, I have become better and better. This is why I hope my future prospects will also be better and the best of the best, and I sincerely promise myself that I will continue to work harder and smarter. My friends have achieved honour roll, many ... Hah ... I just knew it, William Toh and Chun Kiat. Even the swan has also AAA, I really want to extend my congrats to all of them. Well, I am not yet a full-grown swan, but I am going to be one. What makes me sick is the fact that we do not say hello at all to each other. She goes off with her friends. Fast. Maybe she did not see me and maybe she did. It is like we are strangers and is like and as if I am not going to have anythings to do with her anymore. I have wanted to go up and congratulate her and other friends like Tara or Melody or Judy. But I have to Yin Shui Shi Yuan, and I will never forget this phrase Mrs Ho has endowed and instilled in me. I thanked all my teachers except for Mrs Wong, for whom I cannot find her. I will meet her if I can in the future. Got a little celebration, go off with my 2 bear friends (hah, as 1 look like a teddy and the other a sun), Calvin and Zhi Bin to watch Hitch which talks about relationships. Adam has to waste $8.5, as he got something very important on. From the show hitch which also has plenty of humour, I have learnt a lot. Of course, not about how do I "trick", use deceitful means for a date, but how a relationship bloom and boom. This is why I will swear to cherish any relationship I have now and the futurer. The swan story though nothing much has also made me grown.

For Adam and Pratheepan, they also did well. All in all, I know that I have put in my best and I get the best. But out of all the happiness, I have made serious analytical hypothesis out of all the observations. I believe the government has purposely put more people in the distinction (A and B) zone under the bell curve as we are the tiger batch and supposedly has the least number of exam candidates over the 20 years. Not trying to make this sounds like a conspiracy, but the supposedly better economics do help, thus rendering the university more places for us. Anyway, this is good, for my sister's batch and the dragons, may goodness be upon them.

Well, well, for 2 weeks, I have not input anything about my N.S into blog. Life goes on as normal, and we are especially slack this week as many activities like p.t and swimming is cancelled, so our slack time increases. But a fortnight ago, we are extremely busy, with also shooting frames of 3. I have attained marksmanship, hah congrats to myself. I have also done sentry and wierd things do occur, hah. But anyway, I am still fine and steady. Next week, is going to be very hectic, law, scenario exam and also IPPT, this time I swear to aim gold. Not wanting to fail my shuttle run again. Do not wait for change to occur, let the change awaits u.

I am also scolded again by that same staff sergeant, and it is my fault. I must know there is indeed certainly a time for everything, and discipline is sometimes indeed very vital for good life to function. And also, I should stop being blurred.

My mere reflections but it is still good to pin down things. Human brains though powerful like to put things covered, only when a trigger happens, can everything spills out.

Anyway, even with other people reading, let them know from my experience, for my mistakes must never be repeated. A recidivist will confirm plus guarantee regret and feel poignant for the rest of his life.

Bye, blog, and Arigo Para Slempre !!!