Thursday, December 30, 2004

Setting of our Dreams 2dae

Well, as usual SciFi. Same 2 ppl 2dae. 2dae, Pratheepan taking over for physics, though 2molow will also have. I help with the experiments and even some teachings, but have to prepare some disgusting oil.

Same old life in the morning. Then, after this total failure, call back Pratheepan and Adam after lunch for a meeting. I let my sister go back to Chinatown to shop, and I wonder blog, why do women love shopping so much. It is a waste of money, though this help the economy to be more vibrant. Anyway, no hard feelings, :P). Next time, if have a girlfriend, she can shop but hope that she will not be the one to spend like water. Need bto spend but never forget good thriftiness value. I a little bit confucious mind, but of course about women being petty and dangerous, I dun believe that. Cos, a lot of downfall of the dynasty, we cannot put the blame solely on women. Man has to be responsible also.
Haha..... Crap so much about principle for wat?

Anyway, our agenda of our meeting is the direction we are going. We decide to self-edify ourselves cognitive learning and psychology, before we can really hold a good course for others. And also, we decide to focus on the book, Challenge, as it seems to have a more better future. And also, we are hectic, with our busy N.S schedule. So, very hard to hold the courses for others. Anyway, we set the datelines, and cajole each other, that we must finish the job well. Then for the cognitive learning part, we will hold a mini seminar, to teach and enlighten each others on new field. I remind my friends SciFi is not only about Books and courses but also a game, a good concept which I cannot reveal again. Heehee. Sorrie, blog!

Then, go to Woodlands Library for some enrichment of myself. Seems to lead a nerd life, but better than slacking at home doing nothing, while I can fill happy learning a lot of things. Learn about the whole principle of magnet, astrophysics, and discover new information of New Scientist, Scientific America and even Nature. These 3 magazines are brilliant, but too bad no money, so have to go to Library. If not, I will subscribe to these magazines.

Now, come back, typing. Activity seems normal and fulfilling. From the start of this mini business, we have failed in connecting to others. SO, research is important also. Next year, hope that we can achieve something big before we will jump to the course the next next year. We have set our visions and goals, those are really big dreams, but hey we are really sincere and serious in striking out big.

Haha, that's for all, blog. Arigo Para Slempre again. As I have to continue typing new info, to edify others. May the god bless me evening, after giving me a curse in the afternoon. (When I mean god, it literally means all the religion god in the world, not just one god) (If the world can acknowledge there is more than one gods, and all of them are not so perfect, yet very near to perfect, then the world will be a more better place and ppl can respect each others. To hell with using god for war, and i sincerely believe the god will not forgive those warmongers.)

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Do Big, Make it bigger

Hey,hey, second day of the blog. Feel a little shitty 2dae at the tution centre. With only 2 ppl in front of me as if I am giving a private tution but in class-based scenario. I stand up, try to act like a good course instructor, but hey on my left is a guy who have called me up. He is a China guy, seem earnest about the course, but I am a little bit disturbed by his nonchalant attitude. Nevertheless, on my right, is my sister, which has graciously attend the course,(With money also), or else that China guy will be stressed.

Anyway, like any other good things in the world, we must taste bitter, then sweet. After going through a boring intensive half of their syllabus of chemistry, we have plenty of experiments for them. QA. Planning and so on .....

Anyway, for these few days, my programme will be SciFi in the morning, afternoon Library and night, online (Or else what the heck am I doing now). After SciFi, badly want to rest. Hope also to find time to train up. Even if cannot train until that muscular, but must be fit and strong.

Anyway, my bratty sister knows my secret liao. Adam the big mouth tells her. Anyway, paper cannot contain fire. And chinese has a saying, unless you tell others, or else other ppl will know the truth or secret eventually. That secret cannot reveal lah. As it concerns a person. The reputation. SO, sorrie, blog, as you are very exposed, pardon me, for keeping tight-lipped.I still love you and need you anyway.

Nvm whatever. Then, i talk on msn, and now i am typing. I need to change my business plan now. For the next year. The courses. Do it not just for money but also to help others. Thinking of writing a book known as Challenge. A concept I cannot reveal now, for business is at stake. Of course the book and courses will be concurrent, and also do together with ADam and Pratheepan. Although I have N.S, i can be very busy. But I want to be finanacially independent. Becos i dun feel gd keep taking money from parents. Moreover for university, my sister will be entering the same year as me, my parents cannot tahan(support that much).

Anyway, big dreams, make it bigger. With dreams come action. Learning through experience and need luck. Most important connections, and be wary of characters but cannot be so suspicious until you become so skeptical that you dun even trust your family and friend. When the ship reach the harbour, it will goes straight. And, I believe I have the adviser's life. That is I have to be a leader, but not the emperor. Thus, I will have to find a lord, a suitable and good one, and together both of us will have same dream, and we will succeed them.

Anyway, blogs, thanks for lending your "ear". Arigo Para Slempre !!!

Trying out the blog

hey, I am trying out the blog, it seems like a good technological diary. But, is it realli gd? Funny rite, just after boxer dae. Though still cannot put all my feelings into blog, because as a Man, I cannot cry out like female. (Stupid societal norms) But, hey when ships reach harbour, it will go straight. I use that as a mean for me to strike out something, when either I fail so miserably or I am afraid to try something. This even remind me of the GP as to the comparison between a real dairy which I have and the technological ones. I have got many dark secrets, and for the onlookers, i can slowly release it. Be enchanted by my blogs and today is just warm up. 2molow hahahah. Respect my blog, for my diaryisblog. May the power be with us. And blog, if u have a spirit, arigoparaslemre (Friends for life)